Dear whoever,

Yeah, Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Yeah,  Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Yeah,  Yeah, Yeah, Yeah

Yup, Ok, Yup, Look Yeah



And dear whoever, I'm not doing alright

I  know you pray for my success at the table like every night

But  these, these feelings got me in my head again

You know how I am when I be feeling sentiment

And  challenging these temperaments like I give a damn

Or finding reasons for why I am the way I am

I see this failure in my heart, a feeling I needa sever

Cause I know greatness in my blood, I felt that way forever



And  I know things I shouldn't say or I can't speak out in my music that I'll take to my grave

So it's in my chest screaming cause I can't solve them

And still be wondering why I got all these health problems

I think it's different now trying to be the sober me

So keep your shoelace tucked and don't trip over me

And I got a plan that I'll find when I'm an older me

Pain in my mind turning me to a colder me

It's just a fantasy I don't think I deserve better

But people speaking on my name like I deserve better

Conflict of interest check and collect loose letters

This my apologie, Honestly I'ma do better

And things change overnight and never possibly

I feel in love again but let my feelings wear its honesty

I have to go to such a dark place to write now and

Got me thinking of ending my life right now and

Damn, hurts more to say it then write it

I'm ignited by the people that would love me the most

So I'm channeling my issues into energy

I'm spinning all these doubters into slippery slopes

And I lost motivation, lately, me and all my dreams been separated

Almost got signed and they treat me like I'm amateur

I think they felt threaten, fuck you to my manager

That's small-time goals and I know my role

And I've been trying to change the world since I lost my soul



Cause I gave it to a woman that ain't love me whole

Cause I gave it to a woman that ain't love me whole

Cause I slept on my intellect, accepted all these promises

Cause I kept placing threats upon my confidence



So fuck that, I'ma show you what a promise is that

It's alright even when you feel the Apocalypse that

It's alright when you been feelin all alone that

It is alright when you have come from broken homes that

It is alright when you no longer seem to roam that

It is alright when I tell you that I'll be gone



So ya'll can hate me if you want, but know that everything is fine

And when I think about my past, know that I never hit rewind

Feel like this pain will never go away no matter how hard I try

But if you catch my ass in person, guarantee I'll say I'm fine



Cause they gonna hate you from a distance, show them mad respect in person

Won't love you for who you are and disappear when you get worst

Just be cautious with your love, you never notice how it ends

Cause they wanna see you great but never better than them

They wanna see you great but never better than them

You never notice how it ends, Cause they wanna see you great but never better than them