[Verse]
I had caffeine and tobacco for breakfast
I'm on anything that be relieving my tension
It ain't bout the whip or the check or the necklace
Then I ain't interested, but this my confession
All this been making my head spin
She tell I'm losing my grip
So I hold on to what I can get
I've been dropping them hits without dropping no clips
Until now I've avoided commitment
But this isn't how I imagined it back in '06
I've got some regrets, I must admit
I wish I ain't never give love to the bitch
I wish I had more of the syrup to sip
I wish I had one rolled up for me to hit
I wish that my profit was always legit
And I wish that my friends had never caught a bid
I wish somebody cared about what I did
But I know the past isn't no place to live
I've been in the booth tryna make gwalla
I got some money in my pocket
I can't remember where I got it, no
But I don't talk a lot about it
Unless that profit be the topic
I pull up in a chariot
Like I whip Secretariat
You attack and I parry it
Now I'm stacking them Harriets
We been causing hysteria
But I'm staying mysterious
Ain't no comparison
I've been growing my hair
Now I look like I'm Jesus
And you look like Judas Iscariot
But we so nefarious
We sipping the Perrier
We tearing up rooms in the Marriot
If you talking the ratchet
I'm grabbing the hatchet to bury it, chop
Think it's hilarious, but know that I'm serious
I've been getting older
This chip on my shoulder has been getting deeper
From all of the weight I been carrying
I had that mink on my back
She said let's drink to the past
I said I'd rather not think of the past
But I'll be your link to the past
I try not to dwell on the past
I been through hell and then back
I see it all in a flash
I take off the mask and then I leave it all on the track
I've been in the booth tryna make gwalla