[Chorus: Rella]
I need her when I'm gone
Tell me is this ending or already lost
Ain't nobody knows me but they want me gone
Feeling all their envy now I'm moving on
Smoke 'cause I don't wanna love her when I'm dead
Pour another drink to pretend we never met
3 A.M. and going over everything you said
Wake and I’m alone all these demons in my head, yeah

[Verse 1: Rella]
So I'm turning up with all my friends
Getting faded rolling blunts this should never end
Shorty used to leave me seen now she tryna blend
I don't wanna mend this, I just wanna smash then pretend we never met, bitch
Nobody I’ve been on my own
Tried to keep her out my head and just be in my zone
But these problems they returning got my heart so numb
I don't know if I will ever be allowed to love, no

[Chorus: Rella]
I need her when I'm gone
Tell me is this ending or already lost
Ain't nobody knows me but they want me gone
Feeling all their envy now I'm moving on
Smoke cause I don't wanna love her when I'm dead
Pour another drink to pretend we never met
3 A.M. and going over everything you said
Wake and I’m alone all these demons in my head
[Verse 2: 6obby]
All these demons in my head
You don’t know what you’re doing to me
And I don’t even think you really care
You tell your friends it’s all my fault
And make it seem like I was never there
Lately I feel alone
Yeah, I cannot seem to cope
Yeah, left me here on my own
You were once something I called my home
Feeling so broken, I just smoked the gas
Why do I feel this way, think of the past
People keep hating, they need to relax
Wanting me dead, in the streets with a strap

[Chorus: Rella]
I need her when I'm gone
Tell me is this ending or already lost
Ain't nobody knows me but they want me gone
Feeling all their envy now I'm moving on
Smoke cause I don't wanna love her when I'm dead
Pour another drink to pretend we never met
3 A.M. and going over everything you said
Wake and I’m alone all these demons in my head