[Verse 1]
I am afraid of my grandmother's notes
'Cause someday they will stop showing up
A sweet note and a couple of bucks says "I love you"
But the dead cannot love
And this grave, it means nothing to you
Still something sweet about the flowers and perfume
I assumed you'd live forever but if you are never gone
Then everything you do will never leave a mark

[Chorus]
I will never understand my twitch
Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
Every day I am afraid I'll see my family fade away
Every decision that I make is making it harder to sleep
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me

[Verse 2]
Who'd have thought that one of us would lose their lives
Oh, every night I lay awake and think that I'm the one that should have died
Ever since you left I've just been trying to make you proud
If nothing else then maybe I can take some pride in what I've done myself

[Chorus]
I will never understand my twitch
Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
Every day I am afraid I'll see my family fade away
Every decision that I make is making it harder to sleep
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
I will never understand my twitch
Or why anxiety is hanging on to every situation with an iron grip
If you want peace, you will find nothing in me
And I tried to find that in you