What’s this now?
How could this happen?
After everything I’ve passed
Life just keeps throwing stones
I’ve waisted too many tears
They just keep coming and coming
I don’t even know why
But I’ve always wondered why (always wondered why, why?)

Yeah
Too emotional, too sensitive, those things were my end
I’m an angry person, the shit I’ve been thru I never deserved
Since 4 I don’t know the meaning of happiness nomore
Daddy, mommy, baby, bestie?
Thеy all just broke me like uhm I was nobody
In this world, you arе nobody
Everything you do, you do it for yourself
They don’t care about you, make sure you on your own
The bad have the best while the good out here dying
I don’t regret being good, but damn seems like we don’t win forreal

What’s this now?
How could this happen?
After everything I’ve passed
Life just keeps throwing stones
I’ve waisted too many tears
They just keep coming and coming
I don’t even know why
But I’ve always wondered why
Always taken advantage of
Always saw the best in the worst
Couldn’t do them how they did me
My heart and spirit won’t allow that
“Toxic, useless, selfish!”
Everything that I was not
Why me? Did I do y’all wrong?
No, y’all just ungrateful and heartless
They come and go now it’s worthless
Pain, anger, tears
The big 3 of my life
A cycle that never seems to end
Every night, with a tired soul I go to bed
Maybe it’s just meant to be
Betrayal, lies, fake promises