Attention is expensive to pay
Been dealing with this venomous rage
Ever since I was under the age
I've been under the influence of pain

Still searching for the silver spoons that
Grew up with (No)
Grew up quick (Yes)
Was raised right
I digress

Pop one, pop two, pop three, pop pills
These things tell me how life should feel
Fuck yeah, fuck you, it’s my free will
So please don’t tell me to chill
Cause I don’t know any chill, I’m still

Nobody cares anyway
Nobody’s here anyway
Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody, no

Nobody cares anyway
Nobody hears what I say
Nobody’s hеre anyway
Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody, no
I’m fucking with my chakras again
My father is a doctor, I've been talking to him
Man, all thе shit I'm on, I could of got it from him
But I don't have no patience, probably got it from him
Just a product of him
I can not understand

Why I’m so affected
Always felt neglected
Always thought he left us
He say he was working
No one ever listened
No one called me pretty
Grampy call me Penny
I think I am worseless
I don’t have a purpose
I am good for nothing

Who am I enough for?
I never understood why we had it so rough for
Why we always lose what we work for?
Why we hurt more?
Why we never see my mother cry?
Cause she gotta be so tough for us, poor us

(Take this) grab my purse with my prescriptions in it
(Take this) tiny bursts of optimism in them
(Take this) I'm reversing my decision to win
(Take this) take this, yeah
(Take this) back to '88 when everything was great then, life had just begun
(Take this) it is '89 now, everything is fine now, I am only one
(Take this) wait for the 2008 summer
I'ma be a mother, wow
(Take this) 2012 summer, it just got tougher
I don't have my brother now
Take this, take six, take pics, faces, famous
Face it, fake shit, pain hits, faithless
Yeah, yes, I am aware I am sinning
I'm here in this hell I don't wanna live in, oh
Who cares anyway?
Nobody, nobody’s there anyway
Nobody’s here anyway
Nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody nobody knows