[Intro]
(It's Cade, is it actually?)
I'm tired of holding my

[Chorus]
I'm tired of holding my emotions back
I'm doing drugs just to cope with that
It ain't what you do, it's what you seek, I'm trying hard just to hold on that
I'm tired of holding my emotions back
It ain't what you do, it's what you seek, I'm trying hard just to hold on that

[Verse 1]
Don't even play with cops
Catch him by himself, I bet he play his part
If he move wrong, knock the diamonds out his charm
And you know you want baguettis' on your arm, baguettis' on your arm
I'm spilling money on the floor
She think I'm worried about some hoes
But I need my bank on oh, oh oh's
Just to reassure before I go
Just know that we get it by the loads
It ain't no worries on this road

[Interlude: Emani22]
Yeah
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah
[Verse 2]
Uh, uh uh
I'm doing drugs just to cope with that
I'm praying to god these drugs never hold me back
Tryna chasе that sack
I make it that night, go spend in the club and I makе it back
And my n***as spin the block it's guaranteed n***as gon' aim at heads
If a n***a talk down on my name, guarantee he get stomped like a mat
We don't fuck with no rats, but I stay with the cheese
I might stay with the sack, Glock under the seat
I'll turn him to wax, but the cooler keep heat
The coupe all black, fuck Batman fuck it I kill him for free
My dad had the torch, he passed it to me
Jumped off the porch and I dove in the water, swim straight to the deep
Went straight to the lean, soon as I pick that cup up fuck around start killing these beats
Start killing these beats

[Chorus]
Fuck it
I'm tired of holding my emotions back
I'm doing drugs just to cope with that (N'am sayin')
It ain't what you do, it's what you seek, I'm trying hard just to hold on that
Yeah
Yeah
Yeah
[Outro]
(It's Cade, is it actually?)