Shiloh Dynasty
Poison In My Brain
[Hook]
Something isn't right, with us
I’ve been listening, paying attention
You don't listen, you've been giving
You’ve spending up, your time out there lying
Oh, Oh, Oh
Yeah
You're like Novacane
Novacane
Yeah
Poison in my brain

[Verse 1: Denial]
If only I knew you always lied to me
Wouldn't have thought there was something really wrong wit' me
The problem was always honesty
I always thought that chu' were in love with me
I guess that was all, jokes and games
At least to you girl, cause now I'm feelin' pain
You told me you loved me and that I was the best
Then left me all alone, just trying to fill the void in my chest

[Verse 2: Denial]
But I guess it's fine, cause now I’m used to the pain
All the love that I gave you, you couldn’t sustain
Can't count how many times you messed wit’ my brain
Can't count how many times my tears fell like rain
So much time, waitin' for your text
Yet I know your just, gettin' back wit’ your ex
But what about him, is he better than me
I'll always love you more than him can't you see
[Verse 3: Anger]
I keep wonderin' why, multiple times
What went wrong, between us two
Told chu' I loved chu', and I really did mean it
But I guess you took all of that and said, "Screw it!" 
Something I still can't find, is my my purpose
You left me and screwed, me on purpose
I know I shouldn't but I still love you
Still I can't say, "I wanna leave you."
You don't know, how much I really cared
To know you weren't mine, nah I can't bear
You were the one who kept me from falling apart
Then broke me believing, I never had a heart
Tell me girl, where should I start
Tell me now, before I fall apart
I did nothing wrong still, I'll blame it on me
To him, "I" became into a "we"

[Verse 4: Bargaining]
Tell me girl, what should I do
Tell me what I should do cause I'm nothin' without chu'
You gave me meaning and you gave me life
Selfish to think, one day you'd be my wife
Every single night I pray and prat
Hopin' I don't wake up the very next day
Every single day I think about when you were mine
Every single day I think about all our good times
And I'll do anything, just to get you back
Anything because you were the one who kept me on track
Please come back, self esteem is what I lack
Please return to me, I love you more than me
You used me, just to pass the time
But I'll do anything just to be a part of your time
I should've held chu' close, should've kept chu' warm
Now I wonder who you call when the rain fall
[Hook]
Something isn't right, with us
I've been listening, paying attention
You don't listen, you've been giving
You've spending up, your time out there lying
Oh, Oh, Oh
Yeah
You're like Novacane
Novacane
Yeah
Poison in my brain

[Verse 5: Depression]
There's been a theft, my hearts been gone ever since you left
All I wanted was us two, but I guess you took my heart and broke it in two
And you still have no clue
My life's been blue, thinkin' bout' chu'
I'll do anything for you, but no he won't
You could come back to me, but no you don't
And now that I'm sad, I bet that you're glad

[Verse 5: Acceptance]
I hope you're happy, that's all I ever wanted
You'll find a new guy, and I'll be the one who's forgotten
Go your own way, I'll go my own path
Won't let the thoughts of brokenness numb my path
Let this be a letter, I hope you're doin' better
All I ask girl, find a better guy than me
That's easy, but he'll never love you better than me
Go ahead and be fake, my heart's all you'll break
If you really are fake, I'm addicted to fake
Remember the night we stayed up until one
Wastin' the night away, all just for fun
Stayed up all night talkin' bout' our future
Guess we were wrong, cause you were in it
I'll never find a girl as amazing as you
No matter what happens, girl, I wish you the best
I hope you find a different guy that makes you feel blessed
[Verse 6: Denial]
Girl if you're listnin', I wonder what you're thinkin'
To be honest, you're probly' not thinkin'
When I get a text from you, I still smile
But your smile, I haven't, seen in a while
I know you're not here, I can see it in your eyes
I can see it when we talk, with whoever you talk
Wherever you are, come back soon
Sometimes you meet the right person at the wrong time

[Hook]
Something isn't right, with us
I've been listening, paying attention
You don't listen, you've been giving
You've spending up, your time out there lying
Oh, Oh, Oh
Yeah
You're like Novacane
Novacane
Yeah
Poison in my brain