[Verse 1]
Choking on my speech
Still waking up with the disbelief
So pay a visit to the summer day
And play it on repeat
The holy tongues speaking over mine
Hanging on like hell for the oil and wine
Digging through with bloody hands
Trying to find my lines

[Hook 1]
"It's not your fault"
Yeah I know, it's not my fault
"It's not your fault"
Yeah I know, I know, I know

[Verse 2]
I know it shouldn't feel this way
Always say it like you're proving the point
So find the line, carve it out of time
I'll send you signals from the other side of it
Put a pen up to the empty page
Start feeling my whole body shake
'Cause when I lost you
I lost my voice, I lost my way
[Hook 2]
I lost my way
I lost my way
I lost my way
I lost my way

[Outro]
The joy and grief
Covered up by the guilt in between
So when it all comes out
It's "How come him and why not me?"