[Chorus: demxntia]
Wasting, all my days are fading away into the evening
I can never seem to say the words I want to
Writing feels so draining now
I got people I love who depend on me
But the pressure weighs so heavily (yeah)
I do have a choice so I hate to complain
I'm pulled in every direction
I hope I die a legend
And if I don't I'll learn my lesson
It's a bit too late to back out now
I'll never turn around (when I'm feeling good)
[Bridge: demxntia]
Wasting, all my days are fading away into the evening
I can never seem to say the words I want to
Writing feels so draining now
[Verse: Lil Xtra]
Being pulled in every direction
It feels like I'm always being tested
Don't know the words to express it
What's the point of all of this
If I don't have a message?
I'm tryna built this life
For the ones that I love
But I know for a fact
That I'll never be enough
It's hard to be of this world
With my head in the clouds
And my feet on the Earth
But I just hope you see some worth
In the things that I love
And I'm singing the words that I wrote down
It's all that I know now
Folding the cards I was dealt
Yeah I'm sorry I'm a let down
[Bridge: demxntia]
Wasting, all my days are fading away into the evening
I can never seem to say the words I want to
Writing feels so draining now
[Outro: demxntia]
The things I loved I hate now
Running out of faith in me
I think I need a break
But if I leave I won't be coming back