[Verse 1]
10/17/14
Everything is wrong now
Nothin' left for me
All my friends are gone now
And it’s storming
Sounds like a tin roof
Motherfuckin' pouring
And I’m fucked up (fucked up)
And I’m let down (let down)
It's probably best if you think that I’m a pest now
You can find me at home on my own
With a blunt up in my hand
And my money in the escrow
10/17/16
Everything is worse now
Ain’t nobody miss me
Go and call the hearse now
For the black sheep
Hit the party hard, then we leavin' with a nosebleed
Now I’m fucked up (fucked up)
And she’s let down (let down)
Yeah
It's probably best if we just give it a rest now
Back to basics
I fuckin' hate this
Find a way to heal one day
With some patience
[Chorus]
So kiss my lips and break my spine
I wish you’d just come waste my time
We’ll suffer through and I’ll be fine
I hate this
(I hate this)
I'll cut my hair and change my name
Until we all look just the same
It’s all my fault, I’ll take the blame
I hate this
(I hate this)

[Verse 2]
Just leave me to myself
I don’t need nobody else
Used to ask for assistance
No one ever helped
I’m sorry 'bout the distance
And everything you felt
Why the people that I love the ones I always put through hell? Yeah
What the fuck is wrong with me?
I hate the man I am, I miss the one I used to be
And now these kids treat me like a fuckin' VIP
I fuckin' hate that
Would you please let me breathe?
'Cause now my past follows everywhere I go
And I can never get away 'cause everybody that I know says
That you’re better off alone, better off dead
So I isolate at home, stuck in my head
I swear I’m never gettin' out of my bed
Every time I do, I ruin everything that I can
I’m a fool now
I let you down
I deserve nothing but my hole in the ground so
[Chorus]
So kiss my lips and break my spine
I wish you’d just come waste my time
Suffer through and I’ll be fine
I hate this
(I hate this)
I'll cut my hair and change my name
Until we all look just the same
It’s all my fault, I’ll take the blame
I hate this
(I hate this)

[Bridge]
I thought I was better than this
I went and fucked it up again
All the things that I once held dear are gone
And it’s all my fault

[Outro]
So kiss my lips and break my spine
I wish you’d just come waste my time
Suffer through and I’ll be fine
I hate this
You can’t buy happiness with wealth
One day I’ll probably kill myself
I miss you and I need help
I hate this