Track: Social Influence
[Intro]
*Sample From Big L’s Dangerzone*
[V1]
This ain’t a rap for all you trout to boom bap too and I promise that when dis rap’s through-you’ll feel how I do-you’ll see what I see-toxicity breedin’ felicity that’s needin’ publicity-with no humanity-that conquh’s yo sanity-shit
Social acception is changin’ direction on human discretion for projections of faulty perfections-while yo little daughtuh capituhlizes off human warfare and pain
-Blood stains from false grievances for dead kids in Ukraine
The story starts off with a girl named Eileen
-And Eileen is a social influence who’s only fourteen
-Pushin’ morphine-narcotics from her friend’s brother who bought it
-Reality’s real like twelve year olds ODin’ on pills
-She believes she’s unique because of the type of people she follows
-So she records herself for all her follows to see her swallow
-Xanax-bets between her friends who wave ends to prove it
-Regrets nothin since she seen celebrities already do it
-So she swallows-consumin’ in numbers till she’s getting nummer-she hears a drummer-silently-it’s her heart going quietly
-Unh
She reaches for da door she hopin’ that she grab it-vision fadin’ black-and suddenly the bedroom goin’ static
Unh
Her friends are watchin’ it live on da gram ..comedicuhlly laughing because she damned regurgitatin’ likuh clam
Unh
One minute laughing then they gagging on dismay
Gagging screams of hell-pictured like da blood of Regina Kay
Unh
[Hook]
*Big L Sample*
“I’m on some satanic shit strictly. Little kids be wakin up cryin yellin mommy big l is comin to get me”
“Im on some satanic shit strictly-I’m on-I’m on-I’m on some satanic shit-comin to get me-cause one-cause one”
[Verse 2]
Vanessa-one of her friends-belief suspend-is on it
-Doesn’t believe she overdosed-she callin’ Eileen to get the honest
-Truth-Ring Ring
“Pick up”-nuff-ing
She can’t believe what she perceive-the little girl really ain’t bluff-ing
3 minutes now she still down silent-Eileen ain't trick em
She lay unconscious-somethin inside her body like rape victims
-“No No No donchu Go
-This ain’t even real. There’s no way Eileen could have swallowed some real fuckin’ pills”
-Panic upon us…”dial emergency get up on it”
Regurgancy when she talks Vanessa chokin on her vomit
-Spittin’ mixtures of liquid cough syrup takin’ due to hatred
-Of herself and she finally said where Eileen was located
The paramedics rushin’ hopin’ that she still had a breath
-And one of da paramedics frozen-when she saw what was left
-Eileen looked exactly like paramedic’s sister in death
-Her sister raped brutally-beautifully dark how it went from theft to penetration-no sensation-ejaculation to incubation…but the sick fuckers owned up to da legislation
The paramedics sister spent every hour afterwards chugging meth like protein powder-suffocated-due to those cowards
And the medic nearly broke
But knew she couldn’t let her go
-Cause she swore that she’d kill herself if Eileen wouldn’t get to grow
-Like her younger sister
-Like her younger sister
[Hook]
*Big L Sample*
“I’m on some satanic shit strictly. Little kids be wakin up cryin yellin mommy big l is comin to get me”
“Im on some satanic shit strictly-I’m on-I’m on-I’m on some satanic shit-comin to get me-cause one-cause one”
[V3]
Eileen’s up in da hospital-brittle on life support…
She influencin’ little children-makin’ da news report
But before tragedy-actually-fathomdy-she was suffering ternal agony-even at baptistery
-No mastery in prayin’ due to gravity, her sins fell back…she got thin and you could see her whole back-bones
-Stickin’ stone out her skin because she starvin’ herself daily
-Influenced by a thinspiration by the name of Haily…
Vomitin’ blood-thud she passed out--she didn’t think she was thin enough-so she snorts coke spout-skin tight-like skinny jeans-withuh spleen poppin- organs rot-tin death be comin’ knockin’ any day her body droppin’
-Like little kids in Ukraine-who looked up to Eileen…
-Thinkin’ she would save em-bombs droppin’ all you hear is screams
-Like da screams of babies chokin’ no jokin’ because they mama hate em…
-She couldn’t handle da cryin and so she fucking…