​shinigami
​forever after 💜
[Intro]
You accept darkness, yet choose to live in the light
So why is it that you loathe us who teeter on the edge of nothing?
We, who were turned away by both light and dark
Never given a choice
[Chorus]
I lie here awake at night
So stressed out, can't shut my eyes
Cry about how fast time flies
Forever after
Heartless, I'm hollow inside
Tears shine bright like the night sky
I can't stay, I'm just passing by
Forever after
[Verse 1]
There's nothing left
Don't love that bitch, I just wanted the neck
No money, no hoes, got no reason to flex
Remember all that fuckin' time that I spent
Tryna get that bitch out of my head
I still hate myself yeah not that much has changed
I'm wondering why nothing has been the same
Since back in the days
When life wasn't grey (yeah)
I can't do this anymore
Might pass out on the floor
Please don't knock on my door
When you don't hear from me anymore
[Bridge 1]
Days are passing by and things will be alright
The darkness is alive, I cannot find the light
With blood shot eyes I stay inside
I'm hoping I can stay the night
I'm hoping I can stay the night
(I'm hoping I can stay the night)
[Chorus]
I lie here awake at night
So stressed out, can't shut my eyes
Cry about how fast time flies
Forever after
Heartless, I'm hollow inside
Tears shine bright like the night sky
I can't stay, I'm just passing by
Forever after
[Bridge 2]
Holding on to nothing
Hoping I can make it something
I waste my time by chasing ghosts
And it's me I let down the most
[Verse 2]
All I am is skin and bone
Rather stay in bed alone
Restless legs I shiver cold
And lie awake forever after
We hope our sorrows end and that our hearts will blend
I'm hoping everything works out before the end
So here I lie, under the night
Maybe our paths are intertwined
[Bridge 1+ Bridge 2]
Days are passing by and things will be alright (Holding on to nothing)
The darkness is alive, I cannot find the light (Hoping I can make it something)
With blood shot eyes I stay inside (I waste my time by chasing ghosts)
I'm hoping I can stay the night (And it's me I let down the most)
[Bridge 2]
Holding on to nothing
Hoping I can make it something
I waste my time by chasing ghosts
And it's me I let down the most