[Verse]
Acid washed jeans
And a different lover
Was it meant for me?
Did it hurt another?
Pick at the scabs for a minute
Heaven could come any minute, yeah, yeah
But will it come for me?
Wrestle with it tied tight
Watch me throw up
I don't wanna solve
I wanna grow up
So hidden is my life in the lowlight
I've had it with you
Found out it's true
I don’t wanna care if it's not for you
Had it with you
Found out its true
I dont wanna care if its not for you like

[Chorus]
I shouldn't have drove how am I getting home?
Especially not for you
God I should have known
Have you ever died, suffеring alone?
[Verse]
I’m starting to think this life is all I've еver known
Look
Blood upon my hands
I'll do my dance
Like the son of man
If I don't pay my rent
I'll be spent
I don't want that man
Something don't fit right
When it don't hit right
Down for the shit like woahhhhh
“Hold it down for the kids” right?
You don't give a shit right?
Could you run it up for me like:
Driving with the windows down on the highway
Love me like a breeze on a mild day
Everyday so far is like the weekend
I think I'm about to dive in the deep end
I'm down on my knees
Praying to a god
That you dont make me want it
Want it

[Chorus]
I shouldn't have drove how am I getting home?
Especially not for you
God I should have known
Have you ever died, suffering alone?
I’m starting to think this life is all I've ever known