[Verse]
Moonlit cafe, jazz in the background
Sittin' in my room, as im thinkin where im at now
"Fake love, ain't it"? As my demons began to speak to me
Everything he said wasn't really new to me
I began to cry right on my kitchen floor
Wondering how many bs my mind state can take more
Also how much more i have to love someone to beleive in me
Grippin on to myself before it fades away
Havin' to keep all this pain in my head
All this demon want is for me to lay on my bed
Trying to escape whats already been damaged
My heart has scares but covered with a temporary bandage
Now lets talk about this reality mess
How are people trying to work but never get a check
Having to breathe in fakeness, really hurts my chest
How many friends are here to stay when im next