[Verse 1]
This toxic cycle has my energy drained
You watch me suffer over your entertainment
Your poison venom keeps me right in my place
Saying anything that gets me to stay

[Chorus]
Am I only just an ego boost to make you feel
Better when she's not around and smile appeal
To you, you

[Verse 2]
I fell in love with you, I took the bait
And you said you loved me but you're a faker
I tell myself that i deserve more than this
Meant [?] few that i never win

[Chorus]
Am I only just an ego boost to make you feel
Better when she's not around and smile appeal
To you, you

[Verse 3]
I gotta carry it on now
Or I'm afraid I never will
You keep me, keep me running
Keep me running for your thrill
I gotta carry it on now
Or I'm afraid I never will
You keep me, keep me running
Keep me running for your thrill
[Chorus]
Am I only just an ego boost to make you feel
Better when she's not around and smile appeal
To you, you