Don't Wonder

[Chorus]

I, I don't wonder why

I feel like nothing really matters

We're all just trying to find

Something in life to be blinded by



[Verse 1]

Lately I've been thinking about

The places that I find myself in, there's way too many

Still sinning to the point that I hurt myself

For the first time in my life by losing you

Just had the realest reality check

Never thought I'd be the type to be blind to the facts

And all I had to do was look the other way

I'm trying not to feel the pain for my mistakes

Because my nephew and my niece are growing up without a father

Got an uncle and an auntie who forever lost their daughter

Yeah and once we think we cool, cancer hit the fucking family again

Mama looking sad, uncle David back in jail again

Kinshasa on the phone, can you transfer more money for the burial

[???] was sick and lost the fight, was one year old

That's what I get from looking into my own scars

And reflecting on my life



[Bridge]

Can you tell me what it's worth?

You tell me what it's worth

I know we all can repay

And we gotta keep in balance

'Cause we all got dreams and hopes we share with those we love

To make the most out of each day

'Cause there's no reason we're alive

And that's exactly why



[Chorus]

I, I don't wonder why

I feel like nothing really matters

We're all just trying to find

Something in life to be blinded by



I, I don't wonder why

I feel like nothing really matters

We're all just trying to find

Something in life to be blinded by