[Chorus: Faith Marie]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
[Verse 1: CHVSE]
Look, he played CoD to try to make it in a great team
'Cause turnin' gamin' to a job was in his main dreams
But his goals had to change when he was eighteen
'Cause the doctor walked inside the room and said, "You'll hate me
But this is news that you will never forget
This is news that when I tell you, will be stuck in your head
This is news that puts your health and your life into threat
You have cancer, and in a year, you'll be dead"
Yo, Walker fell in shock and then his heart blew into pieces
But then he zoned back in, and said, "I feel like I'll defeat it
No matter what stage it's in, I wanna try to beat it
So a question for you, doctor, what's the steps toward the treatment?
Whether it be chemo or whether it be meds
No matter if it's hard, and no matter if it spreads
I'll pay whatever cost even if I'm put in debt
'Cause I'll never stop fighting for my life until I'm dead"
[Chorus: Faith Marie]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
[Verse 2: CHVSE]
See, he struggled for a year but then he got the success
He was almost free of tumors and was free of the stress
To his family, they said that he seemed at his best
But on a scan, they seen a growth, and it was deep in his chest
'Cause it progressed to his lungs, his liver, then his stomach
His bodies shutting down and his brain begins to plummet
'Cause a year ago was fine, now it's happening so sudden
He just wished the storm would pass, 'cause he seen the rain that's coming
Then to make it even worse when he was laying on his deathbed
His fiancé up and left him
Then he found out she's at the movies with her best friend
And every thought about her with another guy upset him
But he had to keep his eyes on the prize
He threw away all the remorse and kept his mind on his life
'Cause he was dealin' with a battle where his life's on the line
So dear Walker, I hope you win in this fight
[Chorus: Faith Marie]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans
[Outro: Faith Marie]
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lacked
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was was a mistake