Faith Marie
No One Knows
[Chorus: Faith Marie]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans


[Verse 1: J.D. Kellar]
Now lately I've been telling everybody that I'm fine
But in reality man I'm losing my mother fucking mind
I'm really starting to think I'm just some drunken mistake
You know what I mean like my parents didn't want me in the first place
Like they didn't want another baby
But they also didn't want an abortion
Maybe he'll die or run away
Even if we gotta force him
These are just some things going through my brain
No I ain't crazy hold up baby let me explain
Like ever since I was a kid
I ain't never felt no real love from them
I mean they cared for Whitney and Lindsey
But forgot about me
You know that tends to happen a lot from certain people
I realised they were using me and they wondered why I turned so evil
Now you're the one that caused this
Stop calling my phone talking nonsense
I had to block the message
Lately I've been stressing

[Chorus: Faith Marie]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans


[Verse 2: J.D. Kellar]
Remember those times looking for a place to lay my head
Thinking to myself maybe I'm better off dead
You ain't gotta pay for no funeral
Get a backhoe and dig a hole
Throw my body in that bitch
And just forget me.. shit (Huh)
Finally my life is done
I was nothing but a bumb
Knee deep in depression
So around me was no fun
I just lost my job I was so pissed
Put a belt around my neck blood dripping from my wrist
But I woke up on the floor with a what the fuck reaction
Still trying to figure out what happened
Lately I've been having a lot of thoughts about suicide
No I ain't scared no more I'm ready to take my own life
And I hope this time I really succeed
I know this wasn't meant for me
Nobody cares about me (walking alone)
Lately I've been over doing it with drugs prolly gonna O.D
But hey man that's fine with me

[Chorus: Faith Marie]
No one knows what goes on up inside my head
There's a new kind of poison and it's starting to spread
But I didn't think the antidote was in my hands
I can change my plans, I can change my plans


[Outro: Faith Marie]
I tried to find my reflection on the glass
But all I ever saw were the things I lack
All the smudges on the mirror made me go insane
All I ever thought I was
Was a mistake