[Chorus]
Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know (I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow (I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow (If I would blow)

[Verse 1]
Every single day I'm feeling cold now
It didn't mean a thing to me when I went and I broke down
Tryna visit home but that shit's a fucking ghost town
Think I need some therapy but I dont even know how
People see me as an opportunity now
But I want you to go away, there's no escape
Right now I wanna blow my brains, I'm full of pain
And I know that it's never gonna be the same
So tell me if you'll stay
Tell me if you love me or you wanna get away
Because I got the feeling I'ma be the one you hate
Because I got the feeling I'ma be the one you hate

[Chorus]
Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know (I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow (I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow (If I would blow)
[Verse 2]
I'm getting tired of being tired in my head
I don't wanna wake up then I wish that I was dead
All these years feeling so bitter and upset
It wouldn't be shocking if everybody I know left
I'll never felt how I did
I'll never feel that way again
Because I'm just a person
And now I live with my sins

[Chorus]
Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know (I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow (I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow (If I would blow)
Where did I go?
I miss the version of myself that I know (I know)
Back before I gave a fuck if I'd grow (I'd grow)
When it didn't mean a thing if I would blow (If I would blow)