[Chorus: Matt Maeson]
I can't run to you, father
I need love
I can't talk to you, mother
I know it's got you caught up
But your sweet sinless sensation is not my style
And I'm not givin' up
But tell me if I run away, how long will I bleed?
I'll be tryna suck all of the liquid out the dirt
Tryna catch a curve, digging my own grave!
Ooh, mama (I've been thinking 'bout you)

[Verse: Jo$h XO]
I can't talk to you, mother
And I am running away, ooh
I can't talk to you baby
'Cause I am deadly afraid, yeah
Tell me if I run away, run away
Going to, my happy place
Where I'm all alone, all alone
Don't need you, don't need you
'Cause I'm happy all by myself
Don't need no money or wealth
All I need is my thoughts
Break it down like a wall
[Chorus: Matt Maeson & Jo$h XO, Together]
I can't run to you, father
I need love (I need love)
I can't talk to you, mother (I can't talk to you, mother)
I know it's got you caught up (I know it's got you caught up)
But your sweet sinless sensation is not my style (it's not my style)
And I'm not givin' up
But tell me if I run away, how long will I bleed?
I'll be tryna suck all of the liquid out the dirt
Tryna catch a curve, digging my own grave!
Ooh, mama (I've been thinking 'bout you)

[Bridge: Matt Maeson]
Bleed
Colors blend
They're all black and white
Goddamn it, I cannot bend

[Outro: Jo$h XO]
Can not blend, can not blend
Yeah