[Verse 1]
Picture me broke, stacking minimum wage
Writing raps in my room while my momma say it's a phase
But in the past 30 days got a million views on my page
If you ain't fuck with me then fuck you
My back can't take no more blades
They be like Calen boy you snapping blackened like it's a plague
I went from never passing class to smoking a better grade
I went from fucking all these girls just to find one that would stay
I went from waiting patiently to just pushing them out my way
I'm on my come up come up, and i'm the one so i'm one up
I picked that blunt up and smoke on this marijuana ya
Good news this summer I turned to Weezy and Stunna
Tryna get this Cash Money I need it all for my momma
I've been embracing my trials my tribulations
Told my shorty I would leave but that pussy feel too amazing
And lately I've been writing my songs out of desperation
I just hope that money can help with my families separation
If you fuck with me I fuck with you, that's the way it is
There's nothing more I'd love to do than play this for my kids
And tell them daddy had his problems, but found a way to live
And through all the bullshit you take there's more that you gotta give
This ain't music this is my rib, verses real as Madrid
I know I got a lot to do but yo look at all that I did
I never thought I'd make it big when they kicked me outta my crib
Now everything I ever wanted is everything that it is
I send my prayers up, and tell my n***as keep your heads up
Cause lately I've been bout that fire like that red truck
Yo I just call it bad timing never bad luck
Told my brother imma get him racked up, Louis V the black duff
And I've been faded as ever
I know my haters see that pain up in my face for their pleasure
But I've been writing this the only way I deal with the pressure
You make me worse if you ain't making me better
[Hook]
And I've been smoking so much I can't breath
I've been drinking so much I can't see
Somebody gotta die today I hope it ain't me
Cause this ain't who I wanna be
Yo I hope I don't die like this, I really hope I don't die like this
Girl I just hope I don't die like this, I hope I don't die like this

[Verse 2]
My girl had told that she need me, girl I need you too
She said I'm losing faith in me but I believe in you
And if a lost you I don't know what I would even do
I think this could be something special if we see it through
And I ain't even come up in here just to waste your time
But girl you got that type of shine that probably make me blind
You always tell me you a fan, then what's your favorite line?
See I don't think they understand how many days I grind
Never backing down that's just the way my creator made me
My father taught me how to never let a hater phase me
I try to search for happiness instead of paper chasing
I used to pray for everyone now I just pray for Calen
Working on my inner me, fighting off my enemies
Used to do this shit for free, now I charge a bigger fee
Got my money stolen by producers I ain't skip a beat
Used to give a fuck until I stuffed it in a swisher sweet
Now i'm way too incomplete I need to rebuild
Another young n***a dead how you think that we feel
My mother said this could be you but this shit is too real
Boy if you ever get pulled over keep your hands on the wheel
My n***as battling that drug addiction
Call me because I love to listen
I look at life and always see it in that up position
And I just miss the times when everybody wasn't distant
But I just understood that everybody love you different
[Hook]
And I've been smoking so much I can't breath
I've been drinking so much I can't see
Somebody gotta die today I hope it ain't me
Cause this ain't who I wanna be
Yo I hope I don't die like this, I really hope I don't die like this
Girl I just hope I don't die like this, I hope I don't die like this