[Verse 1]
I don't regret none of my ex's that I left in Texas
But I think they'd all be impressed with the girl I met for breakfast this morning
Don't ever miss by bed when I'm touring
'Cause all I ever wanted is to be forever exploring
Now I'm checkin' on every message but it's never important
Just people try'na get connected that ain't never supported
I used to hit the mall stressed 'cause I could never afford it
Now check my closet you'll see every Jordan
I guess I came a long way huh?
5k in three days huh
Pourin' out problems on the stage, lil Calen be the way yuh
It's for my n***as in the grave that ain't never get a chance to get a taste
Keep my faith and stay prayed uh
I'd rather say that my day sucked
Then have my mama at my wake saying that my days up
Tend to make bad decisions on great drugs
And I've been trying to get away but can't escape us
And she like
[Interlude]
Maybe we should break up
Cause lately all we do is fuck, we never make love
The anger's in your face but you never say stuff
So I don't know what I'm supposed to do
And if you're broken, I'm broken too
But I've been broken, most times I've broken through
I was hopeless, now my only hope is you
[Verse 2]
I know most of this is overdue
But I'm always late to the party's of me saying my sorry's
I'm grateful I can learn from the mistakes of Chegan and Sharlie[?]
And Raina[?], I pray for you darling
Just know one day we'll be balling
And you know things gon' be okay when uncle Calen is calling
I keep my faith when I'm falling
I know my pace is appalling
I know my haters just like Jada at the table just talking
It's crazy seeing people from the labels taking me golfing
Thinking of the days I used to think of this often
And I ain't made it yet
I understand to be a man it takes baby steps
Wish I had a lady laying with me when I lay to rest
But I gave stress to every bitch I ever gave the sex
And I'm ungrateful as ungrateful gets
So I'm alone and I'll probably be this way when I die
Sometimes I hate playing my songs as they be making me cry
And if I never make it, in a way, I wasted our lives
But atleast I can always say that I tried, right?
[Outro]
Another day another cliche
Another girl that doesn't pay attention
Another cheap date
Another bitch I'll lose in an instant
Another replay
I never knew the difference, a kiss up on the cheek makes
Just to help let her know everything gon' be straight
I know real n***as can relate
Let that beat play