[Verse 1]
My homie asked me how every has been
And I wanna tell him but I don't know where to start
There's random days I can physically feel my family fade
And it feels like it's tearing me apart
The love I have is a love I don't wanna lose
'Cause losing love be wearing out my heart
I tell my shorty "I'm sorry for all my stupid decisions"
She like "Calen don't even start"

[Chorus]
All my life I just been difficult to love and very easy to leave
It's hard to hide a broken heart when you bleeding out of your sleeve
And it's so dark inside my mind I can't find a reason to breathe
Never satisfied with anything I achieve

[Verse 2]
Am I ambitious or ungrateful?
I've attempted to be faithful
But temptation is a bitch that I done gave a couple facials in my past
If I can't have you baby this the only favor that I ask
Please don't ever let no other n***a change the way you laugh (Yeah)
Complications from miscommunications turned my relationships to trash (Yeah)
Shit changes in a flash (Yeah)

[Chorus]
All my life I just been difficult to love and very easy to leave
It's hard to hide a broken heart when you bleeding out of your sleeve
And it's so dark inside my mind I can't find a reason to breathe
Never satisfied with anything I achieve
[Verse 3]
And I've never been the best person or artist but I've always worked my hardest
Patiently waiting on fruits of my labor from all I harvest
Inside I've harbored a darkness from times I was broken hearted
Was faded to fight the feeling and feelings faded regardless
Got holes in all of my garments and hoes inside my apartment
The love that I had in store has departed from all departments
I'm focused on what's important and what's gon' to take me the farthest
So far from Good Charlotte whole heart inside the garbage
'Cause I'm difficult to love