[Verse 1]
And I know your feelings is delicate
So I'll be eloquent
You still yourself but it seem like you just a shell of it
Never needed love I just fell in it for the fellowship
You said we held together I guess it was an embellishment
I tell her shit like "I believe in you deep in my core
And this heart inside of my body is equally yours"
She just staring at me like she never seen me before
I guess we turn into the people we cure
'Cause even when I know I’m supposed to leave
I just sink my teeth in it more
And try to nail my feet to the floor
Like if I meet somebody else I’m just repeating all the things we endured
You know you’ll always be the sheathe on my sword

[Chorus]
I've never seen the allure
You talking 'bout it, I just need to record
You say that shit make me immature
But I just think you ignore
Every sign telling you I'm leaving 'til my key in the door
You ain't with me anymore, I'm gone

[Verse 2]
And I'm inching closer to death from cigarettes I lit
Still ain't half the man that my step-pops is
'Cause there ain't no way I could ever accept five kids
And all of that pressure just to make sure that I kept my chick
But I do know the best life lived is a life that shared
As I look around, there ain’t nobody here
But I noticed my joy was stolen when I chose to compare
So I'm just holding in the smoke 'til it clears
And if you didn't get the first verse
Baby I'm hurt, hurt
Used to want to work on it
Now it ain't worth work
Looking for your love like letters in a word search
And it's tough cause I never did deserve her (Yeah)
And if you ever felt it, I seen it
I always swore we were connected by telekinesis
She telling me secrets
Detailing her failures and weakness
The same second she unveils 'em to Jesus
I miss your hellish releases
Asked the fellas and they tell me to leave it
But they don't understand the other side of hell is achievement
I'm tryna reach it
Been feeling halfway decent but I ain't speaking
[Chorus]
Nah 'cause, I ain’t never seen the allure
You talking 'bout it, I just need to record
You say that shit make me immature
But I just think you ignore
Every sign telling you I'm leaving 'til my key in the door
You ain't with me anymore, I'm gone