[Verse 1]
I just wrote a letter to myself and all it said was "Don't give up yet"
And when things don't seem to be going well
Just smile and don't get upset
I really miss my ex
I know she think that I just miss her sex
But by the day I start to miss that less
What I really miss is...
How she always made me give my best
And how she always made me skip my breath
But now I can't breathe
'Cause she left when I told her that she can't leave
And I don't think that she coming back
I got a king sized bed but I was morе comfortable on them nights that we would sleep on a mat
I usеd to think I was trapped
Maybe I was too high and couldn't open up my eyes enough to see what I had
Now when I think of the past is the only time I find a reason to cry
And the only time I find a reason to laugh

[Chorus]
Went through the highs and the lows with you
The fires and the smoke with you
I used to say that we in love
I'm sorry that I spoke for you
I'm sorry for not doing all the things I was supposed to do
I'm sorry for abusing you
I'm sorry for approaching you
I'm sorry
And I know that I was the worst
And it could never take away all the ways that I made you hurt
But I'm sorry
And I hope that you hear this verse
'Cause when I'm looking in your face I could never put it in words
[Bridge]
I know that you're right for me
Even when you dead wrong
And you still love to hear this voice in your headphones
If you ever feel like your love getting slept on
We can pick up same page that we left on
Why you let him do you like that?
I ain't never do you like that

[Verse 2]
Sometimes I wonder if my songs will stop getting better
And if I already lost the girl I'm supposed to be with forever
Sometimes I wonder if my parents were to stick together
Would I have learned how to love, commit, and really give an effort
I always been a misdirector and a big finesser
Did you dirty once and ever since been trying to disinfect you
You say you don't feel these feelings now I'm feeling pressure
And I know loving you is wrong but it's my guilty pleasure
You hold a shitload of intel and info
You turn my doors to windows
Enclosed I'm fully exposed
Sometimes love supposed to stink 'cause that's the way that shit goes
And I ain't tryna forfeit for who I know I'm fit for
I wish those sins I committed ain't kill the tempo
But I understand your decision
Comprehension is 10-4
Been battling for justice everyday but now my wins low
And all I got is memories of days that I did go
[Chorus]
Went through the highs and the lows with you
The fires and the smoke with you
I used to say that we in love
I'm sorry that I spoke for you
I'm sorry for not doing all the things I was supposed to do
I'm sorry for abusing you
I'm sorry for approaching you
I'm sorry
And I know that I was the worst
And it could never take away all the ways that I made you hurt
But I'm sorry
And I hope that you hear this verse
'Cause when I'm looking in your face I could never put it in words