[Verse 1]
I've seen a lot of people fail from a lack of faith
But i just knew my best teacher was my last mistake
My Momma said to have a strong heart it has to break
And if it does just keep it pushing like you bagin weight
Even when im on the crooked path that's hard to navigate
I'm acting straight, never thought our friendship had a Casper fate
Wish i had some glasses that could help me see right past the fake
But i can't differentiate the good and bad i gravitate
Made this on a lonely night when i was half awake
Thinking bout how life is like a class ill nevеr graduate
Showing off the trauma's that i swallowed likе a rattle snake
Cause all my favorite songs are when pain and passion collaborate
And i met a girl that could bring me back to my happy place
But i can't muster up enough energy as the laughter takes
I pray the love in our river never evaporate
If i don't have my other half than i ain't half as great

[Chorus]
Smoking shatter to evacuate this fragile state
Feel like i got no family i know my dad relates
And i been spending sadder days in the saddest way
Trynna find my shot shay baddie ay
But i ain't ever had a j
So this the only way im paying Sallie Mae back
My brother down another 8 racks
But he know i got him like a fucking wave cap
[Verse 2]
I know we all live with regrets all livin in debt
Wish i could go to the past to switch up a step
The path to success, an infinite trek
Just can't figure out what's left
Like there a crick in my neck
And the difference between me and you is imma get my respect
Even if it takes some reloading like i was hittin refresh
And if you against us we consider you an imminent threat
Ain't no sympathy for them n***as they would pity me less
And that's real, the greatest rapper in my state's how i definitely feel
But that would be the case for any n***a possessing my will
I take a blade for my n***a fore i let him get killed
Trynna get some places for my n***as out in Beverly Hills
But as o lately all i see is my deficit build
I let it go like Dennis Schroder with 70 mil
Lotta n***as left behind cause they left in a deal
Mommas treasure just died with a chest full of pills

[Bridge]
Baby girl let me take yo hand
I know you tired of that song
And the same old dance with that n***a
Don't take no chance with that n***a
Im right here waiting
Granny always told me that life takes patience
So we ain't gotta fuck we can a have conversation
Had you locked up then i forgot the combination
High on drugs and frustration bae i dont know
I dont know i dont know how to love you no mo
Used to be strong enough for us both
Now im only strong enough to let go
(i ain't ever had a j)
(This the only way im paying Sallie Mae back)
(i ain't ever had a j)
(know i got him covered like a fucking wave cap)