When you left me i could feel my heart
Burnin and bruisin, life has its battles
And this is one I'm currently losin
I turn to the music
Cause nothing else can turn me translucent
When i can’t seem to be transparent
With the person im losing

I can still feel your energy in the walls of my apartment
Always showed me the light now im swallowed by the darkness
Cardiologist called and said i qualified as heartless
Love cost me a lot and shit i thought i got a bargain
But i ain't ever been a thrifty n***a
Bae if you ain't busy i would still love to get busy with ya
Looking at your ig just missing when id pick the pictures
I know hard times bring out the victor or the victim in us
And i just miss it when you would love the i love you’s
Cause you knew that i meant it
Sometimes love is like a movie i rented
That i just viewed to my limits
But ours was something like a beautiful image
And i just wish we could grew the dimensions
But all we grew was the tension

Until it got so thick that we had to mention it
To me you just as pretty as any Picasso picture is
On a earth that is hideous
You bring worth to my lineage
You the ferb to my phineas
So ill be here
Even when you questioning
Whatever i say
Cuz i know its better for us whenever i stay
If it led to redemption id write a letter a day
Your love is a prison that i won't ever escape
And i know i got some issues and some worries
Along with some problems that i probably shoulda buried
Let me down easy dont drop me in a hurry
And if you ever need me ill be right where you desert me
Cause i ain't got a whole lot if i dont have you
You treat me like a robot and judge me off my past moves
Making meals at your spot what i wanna get back to
Boat load of questions i wish i could float past you

Like why's it feel like you ain't never really care
Is it me or is your heat as cold as February air
I can see how i affected you from everything you wear
To how you out here grinding heavy
Ill reflect on you for years
You always get me in my feelings bea especially in here
When i think about my past and how the present ain't as rare
And i can't except the fact that my perspective isnt shared
We coulda grew to something special
That could of never been compared
But all we grew was the distance

Until it go so thick there was no resisting it
Had to let me go and i owe it all to my ignorance
Every moment we spent i hold in my heart with significance
Can't believe that you ended it
So ill be here
Even when you questioning
Whatever i say
Cuz i know its better for us whenever i stay
If it led to redemption id write a letter a day
Your love is a prison that i won’t ever escape