Gazing at the stars
Girl, I hope you're looking back
You've been in my mind
Even when I do forget

Cruising with the top off
Hair against the wind
Drowning with these thoughts
Getting hard for me to swim
No hands to bring me to the surface

You'd think I would get lucky if I'm worth shit
Quit the same day that the fame would be lurking
No name riddled with the truth that's for certain

I don't wanna smoke this shit
I just wanna live my life
I just wanna keep my pride
I'm just trying to heal myself

Baby, you're a chapter in my life
I'm steadily trying to turn this shit
I just wanna make things right

Rockstar life
But I'm still dead inside
Kush in my blunt, get faded at night
Been a good while since I felt like this
Am I to blame when I dwell like this?
Don't know, I'll tell it to a therapist
I think it's the only way I could vent my shit
Like

Don't know if I'm staying
Or I'm going

That's the only question in my book right now
Them bitches tryna study all my motives
I really don't believe in no love right now

5 am got my heart frost cold
I used to like it better when alone by choice
Need to find a way this could feel like home
Need to find a way to regain my joy

Don't know if I'm staying
Or I'm going

That's the only question in my book right now
Them bitches tryna study all my motives
I really don't believe in no love right now


Don't know if I'm staying
Or I'm going
That's the only question in my book right now
Them bitches tryna study all my motives
I really don't believe in no love right now