You leave me in the cold and now I'm left alone
You keep pulling me back just when I had to go
I was comfortable before you took my soul
You take everything that I am and all I own
It's whatever I don't need you anyway yah
I just ignore you like you do every day yah
Why's it so hard just to make it through the day yah
I'm spending too much time just tryna motivate yah

I just wanna be okay someday yeah you know I'm done
I don't even know the fuck it means just to have some fun and
I keep thinking that some way I'll have my day in the sun but
I scream my lungs out to get to you cuz you my only one
Pour another cup while I'm swerving
Got alotta luck is what I'm learning
I got a deathwish cuz I'm hurting
I feel so exhausted from the life that I'm deserting



I got so much left to say in every single song I write for you
But you don't even notice me no not the way that you used to
I just wanna give up what's the point of writing something new
You destroy me I could give a fuck about my revenue
I just wanna stay away, yeah, you make me sad
Remember all those times that we never had
My empty bed and empty room were never all that bad
Walked away you always leave me feeling mad
Pour another cup while I'm swerving
Got alotta luck is what I'm learning
I got a deathwish cuz I'm hurting
I feel so exhausted from the life I'm deserting
Pour another cup while I'm swerving
Got alotta luck is what I'm learning
I got a deathwish cuz I'm hurting
I feel so exhausted from the life I'm deserting