[Intro]
So here's what you gonna do
You're just gonna get through it
And I'll keep going on, all right
You'll keep wishing you were dead
Waking up wishing you were dead
But one night you'll sleep
And one morning you'll wake up wishing you were dead just a little bit less
And then you'll stop wishing you were dead altogether
And you'll start wishing you were a bit alive
And then you'll start living

[Verse]
Girl I know you must've left for a reason
I feel the time pass I be out here drowning in seasons
I wonder when you'll come back, way you left it was treason
Ooh, thought we had something real but you teasing

So you're gone I don't really give a fuck
Moving on I been living on my luck
Been so long I was feeling like I'm stuck
Staying strong, made me bleed just like a cut

I'll focus on myself and I'll just keep the money coming
I keep the real ones that were there when I just don't feel nothing
And there's a girl that wanna be there anytime I'm struggling
Keep me up and show me light she got my heartbeat humming
Everything is a moment, I'll write it down and I'll fold it
I'll take your heart and I'll hold it, I'll keep you safe and you know it
I roll a swish and I smoke it, she don't like weed but it's okay
She know I'm real in my soul and I chill with friends and my homies

You already know it's been a long time coming
I been working everyday improving who I'm becoming
I get some money I run it, I say the fuck is a budget
And I been putting in this work while everybody do nothing

Stay awake thinking bout how you're not alone
I been back and forth just like a palindrome
Stuck in thoughts like vines that have been overgrown
I been trapped inside my mind I'm tryna let it go

I been sad I been tryna get better
I still got my ring in the drawer it's right next to your letter
I guess I'll burn it it's better, you know I'm still a go getter
You know I work I under pressure, I move along with my ventures

Everyday I know I'm only getting brighter thoughts
Minor shots, fire plots, I spend all my time writing
I kick back with my friends while I be reaching for the lighter
Finally I'm happy reaching higher

Stargazer keep your hopes in the future
Forget about the past we coming clutch how we do it
Reach for the stars yeah you know you'll get through it
I got my head in the clouds like a shuttle I flew it
Raise your hands to the sky if you really feel alive
I know there's more to this life than just trying to survive
I been feeling the light and the warmth from the shine
I promise everything is gonna be alright