[Verse 1]
I just wish that you would hate me
'Cause you know I'm gonna hate me too, yeah
'Cause I fuck up on the daily
And I miss you, but it's day-old news, yeah
I just wanted you to save me
And I thought that I could save you too, yeah
We were looking for some safety, maybe
Baby, say goodbye because I hate you, and I'm fading

[Verse 2]
I don't want this life, and you said "Okay"
So don't hit my line 'cause I know you won't stay
And now if I die you won't know anyway
So I said goodbye, and now I'm nothing but a stray
I been lost inside my mind like every day
I got fucked up thoughts, and I got more on the way
Should I just peace out and end it like I always say?
But I count to a hundred, then I face another day, yeah

[Verse 3]
You can tell that you won, when I ghost, and I run
Feel the smoke in my lungs, then I choke, and I'm done
Hope I die in my sleep, when I pass out counting sheep
Feel the tears on my cheek, waiting for my soul to reap
I dug my grave just for me
I heard that death is lonely
But so is life if you know me
Kill parts of me that I don't need
[Outro]
Alright, alright, I guess I finally understand
July, July, you got my heart still in your hands
I'm not alright, this didn't go like how I planned
I'm giving up, I'll never be the same again
I'm giving up, I'll never be the same again