[Verse 1]
Yeah, I know that I'm a stranger, and I tell you all the time
When you wanna hear the thoughts that come up deep inside my mind
I swear I told you everything I know, I'm really doing fine
I'm hoping that you can be, too, I wanna keep you by my side
I never thought I'd be the one to always want to be so gone
I never thought it'd come to this, I know I'm always in the wrong
So I just fucking medicate and put my thoughts into these songs
So I can chill and not go off when I feel something in my heart
[Chorus]
And I don't blame you if you wanted to leave me
I tried to save you, but all I can see me
When I tell you, that's just how it be, B
I'm a waste, and I know you can see me
And I don't blame you if you wanted to leave me
I tried to save you, but all I can see me
When I tell you, that's just how it be, B
I'm a waste, and I know you can see me
[Post-Chorus]
When does the pain stop? I just want to know (I just want to know)
Knife in my heart, so I just want to go (I just want to go)
Chasing the bag has been all that I know (All that I know)
Leave me alone 'cause I been on a roll (Been on a roll)
Look like Medusa, you see me like stone (See me like stone)
Never feel nothing, I'm safe in my home (Safe in my home)
All you can see is this poisonous soul (Poisonous soul)
Take what I get so I don't live alone
[Verse 2]
Wonder if you can get past my mistakes
It's never good when I'm trapped in your graze
You always see all the things that I hate
You could keep going, it's part of the game
Keep me away, I'm just too gone to tell
Push me too far, now I'm lost in this hell
It's where I'll stay if you think you'll do well
I hope you get back to before we both fell
[Chorus]
And I don't blame you if you wanted to leave me
I tried to save you, but all I can see me
When I tell you, that's just how it be, B
I'm a waste, and I know you can see me
And I don't blame you if you wanted to leave me
I tried to save you, but all I can see me
When I tell you, that's just how it be, B
I'm a waste, and I know you can see me
[Outro]
Yeah, I know that I'm a stranger, and I tell you all the time
When you wanna hear the thoughts that come up deep inside my mind
I swear I told you everything I know, I'm really doing fine
I'm hoping that you can be, too, I wanna keep you by my side
I never thought I'd be the one to always want to be so gone
I never thought it'd come to this, I know I'm always in the wrong
So I just fucking medicate and put my thoughts into these songs
So I can chill and not go off when I feel something in my heart