[Chorus]
Scull a fuckin' bottle, but it only makes it worse
I can’t even feel it now, I guess it's just part of the curse
All the black inside my veins is all I know, it fucking hurts
If you end my suffering, I'll pay you more than what it’s worth

[Verse 1]
Flipping through the pages, writing in my book like
Gotta stay quick on my feet, write a hook like
Gotta keep going, get used to my new life
All of this pain and all of this new strife

[Verse 2]
Everything's dark, but I know it's the same
Hit me on the phone, but I'm gonna hit the blade
You could never fucking tell me that you know what's in my brain
Yeah, but fuck it, I'm a burden, yeah, but fuck it, I'm insane

[Verse 3]
Reach for the Ruger, point it at my skull, and I
Pull the lil trigger, but then it be null, and I
All of my trauma make me feel so dull, and I
Count on these substances to make me numb, and I
Don't really feel it ’cause I’m just so done, and I
Never feel nothin', I never have fun, and I
Drown in my hell while I bang on my drum, and I
Try to make noise, but I know I’m just scum, and I
[Chorus]
Scull a fuckin' bottle, but it only makes it worse
I can't even feel it now, I guess it's just part of the curse
All the black inside my veins is all I know, it fucking hurts
If you end my suffering, I’ll pay you more than what it's worth
Scull a fuckin' bottle, but it only makes it worse
I can't even feel it now, I guess it's just part of the curse
All the black inside my veins is all I know, it fucking hurts
If you end my suffering, I'll pay you more than what it's worth