[Verse 1]
We sang this song in the shower too many months back
A memory and an hour I'll never get back
Pour me up in this cup 'cause that's a quick hack
For erasing these flashes, my brain will still track
Told you if it didn't work, you'd be all my songs
Told you I'm obsessed, you didn't see it, you were dead wrong
Now I'm in this room just sipping steady so I'm headstrong
It's my medication and it's cheap, I'd rather be gone

[Chorus]
'Cause he's touching your hair, got his hand on your hips
And he looks in your eyes, got your taste on his lips
So now I'm trying to sleep but this is all I can see
I'm tryna get so fucked up, somebody hand me the bleach
I'm tryna bury myself, I'm tryna burn through my mind
I wanna black out the vision of you in bed every night
Like is he better than me, and does he do what I don't?
I'm sure you're glad as can be while I just lay here and smoke

[Bridge]
I just lay here and smoke
I just lay here and smoke

[Verse 2]
Bacardi on the floor, always spill some
Soak it with my skin just to feel something
My night ain't even started ,it's a killer one
I'm faded out my mind and I'm not even done
I wanted to end it, I wanted to go back
I wanted to do it all over the way that it was when I knew that
Nothing was changing, we all stay the same, please
Don't forget me, forget it, it's okay, I'm drunk on the daily
[Chorus]
'Cause he's touching your hair, got his hand on your hips
And he looks in your eyes, got your taste on his lips
So now I'm trying to sleep but this is all I can see
I'm tryna get so fucked up, somebody hand me the bleach
I'm tryna bury myself, I'm tryna burn through my mind
I wanna black out the vision of you in bed every night
Like is he better than me, and does he do what I don't?
I'm sure you're glad as can be while I just lay here and smoke

[Outro]
I've ever seen
Now I'm seeing green
Now it's turning to black
I'll just lay on my back