[Chorus]
Feel like I deserve a trophy
Pour one for my homies
I gotta keep a thirty and my forty
'Cause you don't know what I been through, no
Seem like I'm goin' a lil crazy but how can you blame me
When you can't feel the pain 'cause you ain't me
You don't know what I been through, no

[Verse 1]
Lately she been driving a n***a crazy
I gotta watch my back 'cause they hate me
So how can you blame me?
For putting fifty in this drakey
I gotta make it home to my baby
Man this shit crazy
I love my grandmother, she raised me
My dad was never, that n***a shady
But fuck it, that's what made me
Now I'm that n***a, it amaze me
How it seems my life changing
Bitch I'm still on the block, n***as still getting shot
By cops, and you wonder why it's n***as still hot
'Cause my n***as still thuggin' and they think we still not
Feds tryna build a case so we screaming fuck cops
All this pressure on a n***a, hella extra on a n***a
Tryna see what's on my mind, always questioning a n***a
I gotta keep it real if nobody else will
See this pain in my eyes, now let me tell you how it feel
When the fame came in, my n***as start changing
And the love got lost when the money got taken
It's hard being real, tryna maneuver through fakeness
I never believed that I could make it
But you seen my greatness before I seen it
And for the record with them bitches, I never cheated
I admit I took it back but I was never leaving
I go to sleep and see black, I ain't never dreaming
[Chorus]
Feel like I deserve a trophy
Pour one for my homies
I gotta keep a thirty and my forty
'Cause you don't know what I been through, oh-woah
Seem like I'm goin' a lil crazy but how can you blame me
When you can't feel the pain 'cause you ain't me
You don't know what I been through, oh-woah, yeah yeah

[Verse 2]
All these people come around when you up and when you down
The shit don't feel the same when it used to make you smile
Now I just need somebody that can hold a n***a down
And you hold a n***a, down
Whole lot of pain, this shit ain't the same
But I make the best of what I became
And I love the way you do your thing, love the way you move it
I just can't help but let you do your thing
I remember back then all I wanted was your name
Now I can't wait to change your name
And a n***a still thuggin', some days it's still rain
Sorry mama but I gotta keep my thing
I remember back then all I wanted was your name
Now a n***a can't wait to change your name
And a n***a still thuggin', some days it's still rain
Sorry mama but I gotta keep my thing
[Outro]
Feel like I deserve a trophy
Pour one for my homies
I gotta keep a thirty and my forty, oh-woah
Seem like I'm goin' a lil crazy but how can you blame me
When you can't feel the pain 'cause you ain't me