[Verse 1]
You don't get to choose what makes me blue
I don't want to compromise myself for you
You always find a way back in
You creep, you crawl under my skin
I would if I could
I would if I could
I would if I could
I would

[Verse 2]
You can try to read my mind
You'll misread the signs
You say you can't discern the things that I despise
Keep me shallow, keep me sweet
You're not fond of the way I speak
I would if I could
I would if I could
I would if I could
I would

[Chorus]
This wasn't what I've been dreaming of
I wanted to feel like I was good
You make me feel like I'm alone
Does it make you feel less insecure?
[Verse 3]
You know you can't decide what's wrong and right
You see everything in black and white
Erased your name from on my phone
But I'm terrified of being alone
I would if I could
I would if I could
I would if I could
I would

[Chorus]
This wasn't what I've been dreaming of
I wanted to feel like I was good
You make me feel like I'm alone
Does it make you feel less insecure?

[Bridge]
You told me you want me
Give me something that's temporary
You're so cruel
And I would if I could
I would if I could
I would

[Chorus]
This wasn't what I've been dreaming of
I wanted to feel like I was good
You make me feel like I'm alone
Does it make you feel less insecure?