Love Me When I’m Gone
I don’t trust a single soul, my whole life I been alone
They don’t love me when I'm here, they gon love me when I’m gone
On and on it’s been this road
Fakes friends and fake hoes
I don’t know how much I can take before I motherfucking go
I wish I woulda died that night I tried to overdose
I been suicidal lately trust me that I’m getting close
Look my mama in the eyes and tell her I’ll be fine
But I know that in her soul she knows that I’m just I’m lying
You don’t understand the word alone, or how much that it resonates
I swear that people fuck with me to see how much that I could take
And I bottle it all until I fucking break
I swear I’m haunted still by all these demons that I never faced
I’m sick and tired of acting like it’s gonna change
And I know you feel the same
You want me to lead the way
I can’t lead you in the dark
And I can’t tell you that it’s fine when I don’t feel it in my heart
I just feel I’m gonna start
Going back to the place that I hate
With a shotgun in my hand a couple lines on a plate
And I know it’s never gonna change it
To be honest I thought that once I got famous
I’d be happy that I made it
Now I’m stressed as hell on top of everything
I got people tryna use me for the money that it brings
You don’t give a fuck at all about the shit that’s in my brain
And I’m calling out for help, but you don’t care that I’m in pain
I swear to God I’m getting closer to death
This hole in my chest
I think that I’m the only one left
That gives a fuck about another person
Got me tempted to sell my soul, gimme the pen and ima write it in cursive, nah
Fuck the devil cause I know him too well
Trust my whole entire life that I been going through hell
Now these kids say they feel me like they been ______(?)
All I needs a fucking voice cause I got stories I to tell
My past abusive, dad don’t want me, I’m a nuisance
As a student need improvement
I failed twice they think I’m stupid
Blame the drugs that I was doing
I was zooted I was foolish
But that high it made numb, easier for me to run
From the problems in my head
I know ima end up dead
Tell my mama that I love her and I’m sorry that I failed
But I’m not really living if my life’s a living a hell x2
I don’t trust a single soul my whole life I been alone
They don’t love me when Im here, they gon love me when I’m gone
On and on it’s been this road
Fakes friends and fake hoes
I don’t know how much that I can take before I fucking go
I’m not a role model, I’m not a saint
And I swear that all this money don’t make me happy like you think
All my old friends left, I’m a loser anyway
Every single girl I meet I try to motherfucking save
Know they clown me for these songs, cool dude I hate me too
I’m insecure as fuck I don’t know what I’ve been tryna prove
I got talent but I waste it
Every single night by myself I just get wasted
That don't help, I’m still empty inside
And I honestly think that no one even cares I’m alive
You would act like you do for a week when I die
But after some time passes it’s done with the lies
Facts
They don’t love me when I'm here, they gon love me when I’m gone
On and on it’s been this road
Fakes friends and fake hoes
I don’t know how much I can take before I motherfucking go
I wish I woulda died that night I tried to overdose
I been suicidal lately trust me that I’m getting close
Look my mama in the eyes and tell her I’ll be fine
But I know that in her soul she knows that I’m just I’m lying
You don’t understand the word alone, or how much that it resonates
I swear that people fuck with me to see how much that I could take
And I bottle it all until I fucking break
I swear I’m haunted still by all these demons that I never faced
I’m sick and tired of acting like it’s gonna change
And I know you feel the same
You want me to lead the way
I can’t lead you in the dark
And I can’t tell you that it’s fine when I don’t feel it in my heart
I just feel I’m gonna start
Going back to the place that I hate
With a shotgun in my hand a couple lines on a plate
And I know it’s never gonna change it
To be honest I thought that once I got famous
I’d be happy that I made it
Now I’m stressed as hell on top of everything
I got people tryna use me for the money that it brings
You don’t give a fuck at all about the shit that’s in my brain
And I’m calling out for help, but you don’t care that I’m in pain
I swear to God I’m getting closer to death
This hole in my chest
I think that I’m the only one left
That gives a fuck about another person
Got me tempted to sell my soul, gimme the pen and ima write it in cursive, nah
Fuck the devil cause I know him too well
Trust my whole entire life that I been going through hell
Now these kids say they feel me like they been ______(?)
All I needs a fucking voice cause I got stories I to tell
My past abusive, dad don’t want me, I’m a nuisance
As a student need improvement
I failed twice they think I’m stupid
Blame the drugs that I was doing
I was zooted I was foolish
But that high it made numb, easier for me to run
From the problems in my head
I know ima end up dead
Tell my mama that I love her and I’m sorry that I failed
But I’m not really living if my life’s a living a hell x2
I don’t trust a single soul my whole life I been alone
They don’t love me when Im here, they gon love me when I’m gone
On and on it’s been this road
Fakes friends and fake hoes
I don’t know how much that I can take before I fucking go
I’m not a role model, I’m not a saint
And I swear that all this money don’t make me happy like you think
All my old friends left, I’m a loser anyway
Every single girl I meet I try to motherfucking save
Know they clown me for these songs, cool dude I hate me too
I’m insecure as fuck I don’t know what I’ve been tryna prove
I got talent but I waste it
Every single night by myself I just get wasted
That don't help, I’m still empty inside
And I honestly think that no one even cares I’m alive
You would act like you do for a week when I die
But after some time passes it’s done with the lies
Facts