[Intro]
Say your dead race
When you answer
Guess you, darling, you partake in love

[Verse 1]
Sometimes I question God
And all the problems that He sent to me
I watched my mother suffer
That got burned into my memory
Darkness in my heart, it's hard for me to find serenity
I'm caught between my future and my self-destructive tendencies
Dealing with my problems through a series of avoidance
The boy who wanted family was seen as an annoyance
Afraid to show his gifts becausе his energy got stolen
Now hе's desperate for a place to call home for just a moment
When no gives a fuck, you start repressing your emotions
And the bottle that I keep inside, I learned to hold an ocean
'Cause it's easier to run away then try to cope with
All the memories inside my head that I am so encroached with
It's hard to ask for help when you don't feel that you deserve it
I never asked for much and never needed to be perfect
But all my imperfections are the things that make me nervous
I gave it everything and then got treated like I'm worthless
Every single scar I have is deeper than the surface
And the smile I have is fake
'Cause deep inside I'm truly hurtin'
Life without a purpose, haven't found one
I'm still searching in the world that's truly cold and filled with evil
It's disturbing
Now I try to fill the void with temporary means
Know the castle that I sit in ain't as pretty as it seems
The walls around me close and they crackin' at the seams
And I'm constantly reminded of the things I'll never be