I don’t trust a single soul, my whole life I been alone
They don’t love me when I'm here, they gon love me when I’m gone
On and on it’s been this road
Fakes friends and fake hoes
I don’t know how much I can take before I motherfucking go

I wish I woulda died that night I tried to overdose
I been suicidal lately trust me that I’m getting close
Look my mama in the eyes and tell her I’ll be fine
But I know that in her soul she knows that I’m just I’m lying

You don’t understand the word alone, or how much that it resonates
I swear that people fuck with me to see how much that I could take
And I bottle it all until I fucking break
I swear I’m haunted still by all these demons that I never faced

I’m sick and tired of acting like it’s gonna change
And I know you feel the same
You want me to lead the way
I can’t lead you in the dark
And I can’t tell you that it’s fine when I don’t feel it in my heart
I just feel I’m gonna start

Going back to the place that I hate
With a shotgun in my hand a couple lines on a plate
And I know it’s never gonna change it
To be honest I thought that once I got famous
I’d be happy that I made it
Now I’m stressed as hell on top of everything
I got people tryna use me for the money that it brings
You don’t give a fuck at all about the shit that’s in my brain
And I’m calling out for help, but you don’t care that I’m in pain

I swear to God I’m getting closer to death
This hole in my chest
I think that I’m the only one left
That gives a fuck about another person
Got me tempted to sell my soul, gimme the pen and ima write it in cursive, nah

Fuck the devil cause I know him too well
Trust my whole entire life that I been going through hell
Now these kids say they feel me like they been ______(?)
All I needs a fucking voice cause I got stories I to tell

My past abusive, dad don’t want me, I’m a nuisance
As a student need improvement
I failed twice they think I’m stupid
Blame the drugs that I was doing
I was zooted I was foolish
But that high it made numb, easier for me to run

From the problems in my head
I know ima end up dead
Tell my mama that I love her and I’m sorry that I failed
But I’m not really living if my life’s a living a hell x2
I don’t trust a single soul my whole life I been alone
They don’t love me when Im here, they gon love me when I’m gone
On and on it’s been this road
Fakes friends and fake hoes
I don’t know how much that I can take before I fucking go

I’m not a role model, I’m not a saint
And I swear that all this money don’t make me happy like you think
All my old friends left, I’m a loser anyway
Every single girl I meet I try to motherfucking save

Know they clown me for these songs, cool dude I hate me too
I’m insecure as fuck I don’t know what I’ve been tryna prove
I got talent but I waste it
Every single night by myself I just get wasted

That don't help, I’m still empty inside
And I honestly think that no one even cares I’m alive
You would act like you do for a week when I die
But after some time passes it’s done with the lies

Facts