[Verse]
Yeah, a lot of shit been goin' on
My brother just got out of rehab, said he movin' on
I heard that shit before so I just he hope he's stayin' strong
'Cause it's hard to be an angel with the Devil on your arm, that's a
That's a fact, it's a
Cold world, sometimes I don't know how to act
It's so hard to show love, I don't know how to react
'Cause I never got affection so it's hard to show it back, I don't
I don't know
Demons in my head never ever leave me 'lone
Been searching for the beauty in the storm
But it's hard to find some peace when temptation on my phone
She know exactly what my weakness is
Little blonde bitty from a city I ain't never been
Tryna show me something just so I go 'head and let her in
A little chaos, got the sweetest kiss, yeah
And I'm gon' savor it
I'm only human, even heroes gotta villain itch
I wanna play the bad guy, sometimes I must admit
Maybe after everything, I'm just a hypocrite
At least I'm bein' honest
All this pressure gettin' to me, man I wanna vomit
A heart is lonely at the top, that's why I keep on climbin'
'Cause ain't nobody understand me if I'm being honest
If I'm
If I'm being honest
Everybody come to me with all they fuckin' problems
But they all gon' disappear soon as I got 'em
Then they ask to come back when they want some profit
Jokes
Y'all got jokes
They tryna call me friend, and honestly I got like four of those
Four at most
And my circle always gettin' close
I guess that maybe after everything that's how it goes
I got the weight upon my chest, and I'm gon' carry it
Addin' to it every day, but that's just how it is
Bottle everything until I have to go and give
Sometimes you gotta risk it all to find out if you live
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And I'm gon' carry it
Addin' to it every day, but that's just how it is
Bottle everything until I have to go and give
Sometimes you gotta risk it all to find out if you live