Verse

Left you alone cause I’m feelin confused
Did everything I said I wouldn’t do
But after it all I’m still caught up in you
Cause I let you go I guess maybe it’s true
Love it and leave it you think I’m conceited
But you deserve better, I said it, I mean it
I never been worth it, you still don’t believe it
I put up these walls and you ask me the reason
I can’t let you throw away everything for me
The way that I’m living, I honestly doubt that I’ll make it to 30
I don’t want you to bе worried
One day you herе, then you gone in a hurry (yeah)
Then everything gets blurry
You want a family
I just want someone to tell me that they understand me
How can I swim if I’m drowning?
How can I save you, I can't get around it
I used to feel so on top of the world
Now I feel like it’s on top of my shoulders
I’m getting colder
We getting older
Feel like I can’t be myself if I’m sober
When it’s all done, and I start to run, I hope it was worth it when everything’s over
I feel so lonely inside of these crowds
I miss your voice when there’s no one around
I call your phone and then don’t make a sound
Cause I don’t want to let you down
Fuck it, I hate this place
You made me better whenever I let up and make mistakes
But I can’t admit that I want you to stay
Too caught in my pride, so I say I’m okay
But we both know that it’s never okay
Fuck it, I’ll live with the pain
As long as you’re living okay, then everything’s straight
Whenever you ask, I’ll say everything’s great
Cause we don’t got nothin but problems
Two broken people just tellin each other we’ll solve em
If I could take away all of your pain and then carry that weight I would do it regardless