[Intro]
Lately I've been laying down, sleeping all my pain away
Even when it's hot and sunny, it feel's like a rainy day
Lately life's been hurting, it feels like no one can save me, great But that's the price you pay when you trust someone else to stay with faith
I must understand people now ain't built like me
Lying through their teeth is not a problem, but it is for me
Even though I'm alive, it's inside where I feel deceased, I put my trust in someone else and now I'm 'bout to free the beast

[Verse 1]
I did it once and I will never again
People take kindness for weakness and try to hide what they can
'Cause they ashamed of what they did but that's the person they is
I'd rather be depressed with no one than be lied to again, yeah

[Bridge]
I'm tired of all this hurting, hurting
No one ever deserves it, deserve it
Inside I feel like I'm burning, burning
And now you make me feel worthless

[Verse 2]
Now life's a gamble, never know what you gon' get
Feel like the stress of life is never gonna end
You gotta find your peace 'cause the lessons never end
I feel like I felt heaven and been through hell, and I ain't even dead
[Chorus]
I got issues, issues
But you don't know what I've been through, been through
I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse
But there's a lot I hold into, into
And I've been holding in this pain
I noticed lately it's been getting in the way
I pray to Lord every night just to give me strength
And I fucking pray to God that nobody can relate
No one deserves this!

[Verse 3]
My mind's racing, moving miles a minute
So many thoughts running through it, but I gotta stay in it
I set my goals, I've been working, I've been dying to get it
I don't care if I'm crying, I'm gonna cry 'til I finish, yeah!
I'll change lives, inspire the great minds
That listen but having trouble emerging, it takes time
Keep moving through all the hurting, it's worth it, embrace life
You only get one of them so be strong and make time
And I be working all these roundships
Some god moving fast, never down shifting
And all the ones that did me dirty, they be drowning
In regret, 'cause I leveled up without them

[Chorus]
I got issues, issues
But you don't know what I've been through, been through
I'll never use that as an excuse, excuse
But there's a lot I hold into, into
And I've been holding in this pain
I noticed lately it's been getting in the way
I pray to Lord every night just to give me strength
And I fucking pray to God that nobody can relate
No one deserves this!
[Verse 4]
You once were a blessing
But you turned to a lesson
The second you started treating me different, leaving me guessing
I don't put up with bullshit, guess it's on to the next one
I know there's better things coming now, I see you're not that special
Lately life's been like point guard, dishing me dimes
Left and right these bitches itching to be getting what's mine
I cut 'em off, fuck 'em all, move 'em all to the side
'Cause now I know they nothing but toxic to the grind
Nah, I made memories with people who sadly are now just memories
All 'cause they ignored how much they really fucking meant to me
Now it's all I think about, it fucks me up mentally
Keeps me up at night and through the day, I just pretend to be
Unfazed by the past, but I ain't gonna lie though
Everything that happens still plays through my mind though
Vivid pictures running through my head like a slideshow
Worse is I can see 'em even better with my eyes closed

[Outro]
Now I know the type to keep out, the same ones who doubted me but now say they proud
Fuck your bullshit, you ain't got a lot to say now
Get to stepping, don't let the door hit you on the way out