[Intro]
Yeah
Yeah

[Chorus]
Tears pouring out my eyes need a raincoat
I know it takes a lot of rain see the rainbow
And with pain and pleasure I guess the same goes
Now I'm counting the days until my pain goes
I know its never goin' 'way I feel way too much inside me
Probably doesn't help I feel like no one is beside me
I feel I'm holding back and now the inner me is hidin'
The more I'm gettin' older feel I'm runnin' out of options

[Bridge]
Life is filled with obstacles I'm learning to get across
And anybody who negative I'm just killin' 'em off
Shit is scary, weighing heavy on my mind
But we all gotta deal with change and mold us to the person we are

[Verse 1]
I've been ignored I've been counted out
Left me hurtin' without a doubt
Shit was bad I was down and out
I've emerged an I found my route
Honestly in a rough spot
Making friends is a tough job
Intentions are never clear
I guess I just need to just trust God
And let him take control
While I channel feelings
I was feeling at 8 years old
I went through enough then
And know to stay composed
When I feel the devil creeping tryna take my soul
[Chorus]
Tears pouring out my eyes need a raincoat
I know it takes a lot of rain see the rainbow
And with pain and pleasure I guess the same goes
Now I'm counting the days until my pain goes
I know its never goin' 'way I feel way too much inside me
Probably doesn't help I feel like no one is beside me
I feel I'm holding back and now the inner me is hidin'
The more I'm gettin' older feel I'm runnin' out of options

[Verse 2]
Sittin' in this hotel room drownin' in bottles
I'm contemplatin' if I even wanna see a tomorrow
Room spinnin'
Stomach turnin'
Sippin' heavy
Tummy burnin'
Pain in every sip just knowin' it ain't fixin' my problems
Lately I've been with that mindset of fuck bitches
'Cause I've been screwed over by so many dumb bitches
And with this music I know I can never trust bitches
But deep down I knew I wish I was cuffed wit' a
Good girl I could get to know closely
I'd give my all we get close and they all leave
And again I'm talkin' through it with my homies
Another day another night and I'm still lonely
[Chorus]
Tears pouring out my eyes need a raincoat
I know it takes a lot of rain see the rainbow
And with pain and pleasure I guess the same goes
Now I'm counting the days until my pain goes
I know its never goin' 'way I feel way too much inside me
Probably doesn't help I feel like no one is beside me
I feel I'm holding back and now the inner me is hidin'
The more I'm gettin' older feel I'm runnin' out of options