Blasting off to another city girl
Said you needed space from me
I'm coming with you girl
Told you I would ride for you
Packed my stuff
I don’t really give a fuck 'bout it
Now beam me up Scotty
I know I messed it up but I'm a sucker for love
I gave you all that I’ve got
'Cause you are all that I want, yeah I want you

Why's it gotta be so tough?
Why's it gotta feel so rough?
Why's it have to hurt so much now we’re closer to the truth?
Girl I had to tell you

Fucked up, it wasn’t cool how I lied to you
That’s the old me that I'd run from
This is it leaving my system
Hope we don’t fall under pressure
Hope that pressure makes a diamond
Hope you can see how far I'vе come
That the old me is dеad and gone

Rest in peace to the old me
I set myself free
I killed my ego so that I let my soul bleed
I put my all on the line so that you could see
Girl its a big deal
I did this for peace but most importantly girl I did this for me
Value myself now
I defeated the beast
Did this for us but girl yeah I did this for me
Yeah, yeah I did this for me

I'm so sorry, girl I’m so sorry
To you and to myself I love you