[Verse]
I hope it rains, cause I wanna see it pour
We're not the same, I always want you more
And I hate the day, 'cause life feels like a chore
Just say my name, I love it when I feel adored
I can't be saved, I belong in a grave
Don't say no, 'cause I know you feel the same
And that's okay, I hope and pray
That you find joy when I just can't

[Hook]
Hit a new low and there's nothing you can say
There aren't any words or any songs that you can play
Nothing feels real, it's always felt this way
You don't have to stay, I just really wanna die today

[Verse]
These words I just can't seem to say right
Medicated 'bout twenty outta thirty nights
Been thinking I'm not cut out for a spotlight
Crave attention, when I get it I just wanna die
Can't lie and say I'm fine
I think all this thinking's got my brain tongue tied
Wanna get better only problem's I don't wanna try
Crave attention when I get it I just wanna die
[Hook]
Hit a new low and there's nothing you can say
There aren't any words or any songs that you can play
Nothing feels real, it's always felt this way
You don't have to stay, I just really wanna die today

[Verse]
I hope it rains and it lasts all summer
Wash away the tears from letting down my mother
And losing lifelines, can't be replaced by any others
The clouds drift in and I feel safer under cover
Canopies of trees I'd sit in silence with my lover
Head laid in her lap, and for a while I don't suffer
But now I'm on the hill alone, she left just like the others
The clouds drift in, and I'm just left to wonder

[Bridge]
If I'm just me why I feel like a fraud?
If I'm really saved why can't I feel god?
If I'm so normal why I feel so odd?
If I'm alive why I feel like i'm not?

[Hook]
I hit a new low and there's nothing you can say
There aren't any words or any songs that you can play
Nothing feels real, it's always felt this way
You don’t have to stay I just really want to die today