[Verse 1]
I hate everyone I love
For keeping me anchored to this earth
It's in all their god damned support
That I can't leave behind, a happy corpse

[Verse 2]
With a smile on my face
And a hole in my chest
'cause there was a hole in my heart
That no one could fix

Yeah!

[Bridge]
Father asks 'why' but please I don't know why
Mother keeps crying she can't let me go
Talk going around about being institutionalized
Cringing in my mind about the thought of being exorcised
There's a demon in my brain and he's eating all my joy
He's the same spawn of Satan that made me the boy
I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am I am!

[Pre-Chorus]
I am such a fucking wreck
I am such a fucking wreck
And I'm sort of scared, I'm 19 years old
Already dead-set on being alone

So give me my klonopin
And leave me alone
Or god come about
And let me leave home

[Chorus]
'cause I hate myself
For being self-involved
And I love myself
For being better than all
With my nose in the air
I can truly say
You would miss me too much
If I, if I were gone

— Jackson