I’ve decided
I’ve had
Enough of dyin

Day in day out day in day out
They play for the prayer to pretend
They pray for the one with the plan

There’s got to be a reason for livin!
O I hope so!
If I believe in me then I believe in you!
There’s got to be a reason forgivin!
O I don’t know!

Can’t you tell I’ve got go?
Got to go where the wind blows!
I’ve got to! wait!
Hey, why don’t you fuck off and die?
Hey, why don’t you go fuck yourself and then die?

Wake up! I know!
You’ve got it in you to grow!
Day in day out day in day out
Break in break out and then let go!

The wind is calling you!
You can’t take it with you!
Smell of piss reeks through the cold tile vault
Jet fans whirr and the voices won’t stop harmonizing
Out of sync laughter
And the taste of a beer
Slurring pixel scraping eyelids makes me happier than I would be staring into Not
The abundant—
Staring into Not!

Old night drifter staggers by
Claims to be young
Offers a hit and I accept—
My veins claim varicose
I must have broken my jaw
Trying to smile
It hurt, it hurt quite a bit
It was all I could do but cry

Tell the truth
Or leave me behind
You’ll see that I am right
And everybody else in line:
You can fuck off and die

“you’re telling me you wanna leave
You’re telling me you wanna go?”
Ee

Sow fore
Wrap a t shirt around it
Old man take by hand
Sufferin
Where you
Scant

I watched them all drift
Into that night
And with their leaving
But my thoughts not passing
I knew I truly loved
The hurt calls
If only a hum
A friend hangs freely
A friend chokes softly
A friend stops breathing
All friends start leaving


You had a name
Throw where the wind blows
All your ease
The tear of your throat
Leave self behind
They want you too
You had a name
Go where the wind blows
Forget your dreams
You had a name
Throw where the wind blows
And all your ease:
The tear of your throat