I wake up and I wonder if you’re sleeping well, having good dreams
Feel the carpet beneath my feet, my ankles crack when I get out of bed to start my week
But this one’s without you, just like the last and the one before
Being without you, feels like I’m living in a different world

During the day I spend all my time trying to imagine where we’ll be when the hurt is gone
And all my friends say they’re proud of me for making room inside my head so I can finally think
But I still think about you
Every night in my new bed while my body adjusts to sleeping without you
I close my eyes and pretend that you’re near me

Why do we cry when we’re there for ourselves
It’s not goodbye but it feels like it should be baby