Lyrics from Instagram Live

[Verse 1]
Today I didn’t step outside
You say “That’s fine, 'cause you’re working on yourself and that counts”
And I haven’t done a lot of things right
You say “Good, way to rule all the bad things out”
When I told you that I hate my body and and my skin
You said I don’t know how beautiful I am
You say you got front row seats to me and you promise it’s flawless from beginning to end

[Chorus]
I wanna believe you but don’t how, 'cause you’re a shitshow inside out
What if the lights go down, I take my bow and you’re just bored of me?
We’ve seen these films a thousand times and in the end you always cry
Curtain close, I take my bow, you stand applauding every time
You said “You’re gonna be fine, kid”
You’re gonna be fine, kid

[Verse 2]
Today I didn’t lose my mind, you said
“Alright, it ain’t a race, but baby if it was
I’d be there at the finish line with a sign that says ‘That dude right there’s my number one’”

[Chorus]
I wanna believe you but don’t how 'cause you’re a shitshow inside out
What if the lights go down, I take my bow and you’re still bored of me?
We’ve seen this film a thousand times towards the end I always cry
The curtain closed, the show is done, you stand applauding every time
Said, “You’re gonna be fine, kid”
You’re gonna be fine, kid